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The Colour of Grey
Lyrics
Let’s Go All the Way
Can you feel the tension in the air
Are you awake now
Baby
Did you just become aware
I'm not your friend
I'm your lover
I like to push you right to the edge
To see how far you'll go
Yeah
Let's go all the way
Are you losing sleep over me
I'm inside your head now
Baby
Is it like you thought it would be
I'm not your friend
I'm your lover
I like to push you right to the edge
To see how far you'll go
Yeah
Let's go all the way
Chained Embrace
Open arms
The long embrace
A man of flesh
Is bound in place
Open arms
The long embrace
A man of flesh
Is bound in place
And now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Bound by love
That will not break
Holding on
For holding's sake
Bound by love
That will not break
Holding on
For holding's sake
And now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Now I have no time for you
I have no time for you
Open arms
The long embrace
A man of flesh
Is bound in place
Open arms
The long embrace
A man of flesh
Is bound in place
Never Tomorrow
Your eyes were candles
Lit in the dark
What are you doing tonight
You looked up and laughed
There is no tonight
Not today
No tomorrow
The future burns out before it arrives
All of its promises swallowed by time
There is no tonight
Not today
No tomorrow
Stranded in the ruins of today
No tomorrow
Stranded in the ruins of today
No tomorrow
There is no tonight
Not today
No tomorrow
Stranded in the ruins of today
There is no tomorrow
Not today
No tomorrow
Stranded in the ruins of today
Never tomorrow
I Don’t Believe in God
Midnight
It lingers even under the sun
Dreaming
But waking shows the damage is done
Always
There's nothing inside me to keep
I wake up
Everyday just to fall back asleep
So when you ask me
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
I don't believe in God
I don't believe in God
I don't believe in God
Curtains
The morning never reaches my room
Living
Each day just circles back to my doom
Always
The weight returns
It rests on
My chest
Forever
I'm trapped inside the weight of my gloom
So when you ask me
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
Do you believe in God
I don't believe in God
I don't believe in God
No I don't believe in God
I don't believe in God
I don't believe in God
The Ghost Of
Forever never comes
The future's just a ghost
There's no straight lines
Only spirals
A labyrinth of what could've been
A carousel of might-have-beens
There's no more us
Only the ghost of us
No more love
Only the ghost of love
No more life
Only the ghost of life
No more time
Only the ghost of time
And I'm haunted by
The ghost of tomorrow
The ghost of us
The ghost of love
The ghost of life
There's no more us
Only the ghost of us
No more love
Only the ghost of love
No more life
Only the ghost of life
No more time
Only the ghost of time
Only One Lover
If I'd known
It was my last chance
Would I have done anything different
The fates and furies were cruel
They made me a fool
And I always learn too late
That every universe brings us back together
And every timeline ends in the same way
You can't save the things that you love
And when you finally show up
You learn the worst way
You should've been there yesterday
And I'm sorry
Darling
For how long I took
If I'd known it was my last chance
Would I have done anything different
Only one lover
My only one lover
The fates and furies were cruel
Made me a fool
And I always learn too late
That every universe brings us back together
And every timeline ends in the same way
You can't save the things that you love
And when you finally show up
You learn the worst way
You should've been there yesterday
And I'm sorry
Darling
For how long I took
Only one lover
My only one lover
If I'd known
It was my last chance
Would I have done anything different
If I'd known
It was my last chance
Would I have done anything different
Only one lover
My only one lover
Venom Kiss
Every time I hold your hand
I don't know if I'm gonna live
Oh I don't know if I'm gonna die
But you kiss me
With your venom lips
I'm paralyzed by your touch
In the moonlight we lay
We lay paralyzed
Oh I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed
I wanna feel your warmth
Under the skin
I wanna hold you close
And feel your love
I don't know if I can tell
The difference
Between your love
And betrayal
I'm paralyzed by your touch
In the moonlight
We lay paralyzed
Oh I'm paralyzed
Paralyzed
My Headphones and I
How do you think it will feel
When the silence finally comes
Will we ever get there
Do you think we can
I'm just asking for a friend
My headphones and I
It's the only way I can be alone
My headphones and I
The only way I can be alone
My headphones and I
The only way I can be alone
Are you proud of what you see
Did you really think it through
The only thing I'd have left is my soul
But I've already sold it
And that never changed anything
My headphones and I
The only way I can be alone
My headphones and I
The only way I can be alone
My headphones and I
The only way I can be alone
Warm My Body
I wanna live with you by the water
I want you to look into my eyes
But all you see are pools of sorrow
And the tears I haven't cried
And I wish I could remember
What I knew in a past life
But all I know now is cold devotion
And all I know is
You're the one that can warm my body
You're the one that can warm my body
You're the one that can warm my body
You're the one that can warm my body
Xennials
Liminal children
An analog girl
In a digital world
An old VHS tape
The memory fades
As the signal degrades
In this blue light
Haunting my eyes
These long shadows
Never let me go
Holding me close
Ghosts in my mind
Don't leave me behind
Oh
Where did you go
Missed connection
In the dark glow
Of my phone
Dead white static
Covering up
The memory of
Your voice
Haunting my mind
These long shadows
Never let me go
Holding me close
Ghosts in my mind
Don't leave me behind
Oh
Where did you go
Fragile Frame
I tried to hold myself together
I tried to keep my spirits up
But now it's over
I'm just a fragile frame
A broken shell
A shadow of a soul
There's nothing left
I've given everything I own
I'm just a fragile frame
All the pain I felt
It's tearing me apart
All the shame I felt
It's ripping out my heart
All the pain I felt
It's tearing me apart
All the shame I felt
It's ripping out my heart
The weight of life
It almost crushed me
The pressures of existence
So demanding
And now you bore me
A broken shell
A shadow of a soul
There's nothing left
I've given everything I own
I'm just a fragile frame
All the pain I felt
It's tearing me apart
All the shame I felt
It's ripping out my heart
All the pain I felt
All the pain I felt
All the pain I felt
Goodbye Forever
I thought about it
It's been a long time coming
You say you don't doubt it
You feel the same
And I
I see the world in black and white
The world in black and white
I guess that's what we are
Cause you have always been a sun
And I have always been a shadow
I know I know I know
You have always been a sun
And I have always been a shadow
I know I know I know
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever
You told me about it
I thought it was the usual talk
You said
I don't doubt it
You feel the same
And I
I see the world in black and white
The world in black and white
I guess that's what we are
Cause you have always been a sun
And I have always been a shadow
I know I know I know
You have always been a sun
And I have always been a shadow
I know I know I know
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever
It's goodbye forever